Finding meaning and purpose in Life

I am a big believer that living life is being happy. High school and college days were so much fun. Only assignments are my responsibility. I always love to learn, and I find joy in school. After off from college, I start to face the real world of my own. My college friends are on their different world too. I left aloof and hiding in a cocoon like a larva. I start to find the real meaning and purpose of life.

On my instinct after off from college, there’s one thing I want to do. Is to find this purpose and meaning in life. Sometimes my life was a deep hollow, that there’s something is lacking. I tried to read self help or inspirational books hoping I could find an answer. Then on, that was the start of the love of reading.

Life hasn’t always been easy and it’s challenging. I remember when I was twelve years old. My mom told me to be independent; I was afraid to pass or crossed the road. I was afraid that cars would hit me. This word from her has settled in my mind and heart. In every road I take I will be independent from that moment. Including the real road of life.

Today, or in this moment of my life, I am on my way of doing my purpose. I know it is not easy, but all I know is it’s not about me, but it is about “HIM”. Wherever I am, wherever I will go, I know I am not alone and I am not the only one, taking this journey for I am guided with the Holy Divine.

I am in different place; a place out of my total comfort zone, if I don’t know how to adjust I will be insane. “ADJUST”, I remember this word from my mom last 2007 or 2008. This is the second word from my mother that has deep impact for me, that if I wouldn’t apply I couldn’t stand in this life.

God chooses us to be born in this world for we have a mission to be accomplish, and we are lucky that we are alive. Our life has already planned, All we need is to find these mysterious purpose and meaning in life.

“Destruction”, from the movie Eat Love and Pray, is a gift or a portal to a new beginning. I have been that phase and I now find my purpose and meaning in life. And I am happy to do “HIS’ will, for I know he will not leave me. That everything will fall into place and fall in “HIS” time. All I Have to do is to be happy. Have you find your meaning and purpose?