Tonight is another wonderful and remarkable achievement I get. I just get into the Nursing program, finally!
I just finished taking exam today at the University and I send the result to the Nursing Department. I am a part time student and I work part time.
I looked back two years ago, when I first met the Nursing Counselor at the Maui College and asked about this career, I had no confident in what so ever. I was hesitated to get back to school again after 12 years, after I graduated from my Bachelor's degree in the Philippines, the degrees that doesn't served well or the Country that doesn't serve well. After the degrees I've had, with all the uncertainty and misfortune from jobs, I've been very disheartened , very discourage, that doubts resides in my heart for many years. I don't have healthy self esteem.
Tears fall down every step I take to this journey because the heartaches still fresh. Painful memories, the dreams that melt away. I am so scared of failures, because I was failed everytime I make a move before. I am so scared and doubtful if I still can continue with this new path. But step by step with tons of faith and prayers, and every accomplishment I get, my confidence is back.
Every visit to the Counselor is one step forward, every achievement with A's I earned more points to help get into the program, and I am getting nearer to another opportunity. All the confidence that I lost before is started to regain with hope. Every visit, the Counselor is amazed with my accomplishment that is because I put my heart and soul to all that I do.This is my calling; I need to answer my calling, if not it will haunt me forever, I must be a hard working.
Now, I want to believe that America is true, true for that dreams turn into reality. To help me back to gain my confidence and start to dream again.
I just finished taking exam today at the University and I send the result to the Nursing Department. I am a part time student and I work part time.
I looked back two years ago, when I first met the Nursing Counselor at the Maui College and asked about this career, I had no confident in what so ever. I was hesitated to get back to school again after 12 years, after I graduated from my Bachelor's degree in the Philippines, the degrees that doesn't served well or the Country that doesn't serve well. After the degrees I've had, with all the uncertainty and misfortune from jobs, I've been very disheartened , very discourage, that doubts resides in my heart for many years. I don't have healthy self esteem.
Tears fall down every step I take to this journey because the heartaches still fresh. Painful memories, the dreams that melt away. I am so scared of failures, because I was failed everytime I make a move before. I am so scared and doubtful if I still can continue with this new path. But step by step with tons of faith and prayers, and every accomplishment I get, my confidence is back.
Every visit to the Counselor is one step forward, every achievement with A's I earned more points to help get into the program, and I am getting nearer to another opportunity. All the confidence that I lost before is started to regain with hope. Every visit, the Counselor is amazed with my accomplishment that is because I put my heart and soul to all that I do.This is my calling; I need to answer my calling, if not it will haunt me forever, I must be a hard working.
Now, I want to believe that America is true, true for that dreams turn into reality. To help me back to gain my confidence and start to dream again.
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